Getting help for my ptsd was the hardest thing I have ever done. I feel like there are a few years in my life where I just wasn't myself, like I was in some strange dream. I wish I could turn back time and tell myself what I know now.
I understand that feeling. I went through a decade and a pinch like that. It's why when I see someone struggling, I encourage them to seek help and not wait for as long as I did