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Hara
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*booting up the Revolutions podcast while craving Rolfball*
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33 - He/They - 🔞 Icon by KremathTheGayYiffyDragon
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Hara
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*booting up the Revolutions podcast while craving Rolfball*
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In two months if things go right I'm gonna have my own, unshared bedroom and a working washing machine.
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🔞 Daddys Girl 🔞
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Confession: it used to make me feel funny when he would 'sniff me' 👉👈
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Hara
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Well, let's start digging it out.
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I've never been this hard on the consuming end before and I couldn't tell you what brought it on. But the fact that people are making themselves smell like exotic fruits and meat dishes isn't helping.
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Hara
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I'm a little envious of my friends who've kept their lives going and held to their niches in the community as long as they have. My time feels like it's been too changing and explorative to be identifiable other than "Hara, who keeps trying". There's a desire buried under this somewhere.
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I'm somewhere between feeling like someone stuck a missing pipe in my brain, and feeling like someone blew up the back of the cage around it. This sort of thing's usually accompanied by getting back on exec'function meds, but I'm still working on that.
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Hara
@hara2bara.bsky.social
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God whys everybody smell so damn delicious
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@hara2bara.bsky.social
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*chilling in the center of the whipped cream covered bear trap like he do* I'm in a mood, one of my favorites
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Ah good grief. 11 weeks not 7. Happy mistake I suppose, landlord gave us wiggle room for an extra week if necessary. Grateful for the help already offered, sorry for that month 's worth of extra concern.
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Hara
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Ruffling your fluffy cheeks thank you
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Hara
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Way I'm working to look at it is "one way or another I'm getting outta here". Different. Might not be better but it'll be Different.
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Hara
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It was a good calm day, now for the next big thing. Gotta find a new place in 7 weeks. I am still somehow calmer about it, we have options to explore. Will be a fresh start one way or another!
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Hara
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The calm I'm experiencing is indescribable. *melts into your rug filling it with stars*
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A wonderful event. The outfit me and my friends helped me put together was right on the money for the occasion, and I was able to navigate the social waters with enough grace left over to know when it was time to withdraw and recuperate. Halfway home, work tomorrow, Saturday to rest before zoo gig.
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Last summer I stopped wearing hats to stop hiding my hair. I can do it again. *sucks in air and swaps the pants out for shorts* hhhhhang on a minute this feels amazing.
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Hara
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Also I am trying to live with respect to my being on the spectrum again after a couple years of denial. Took more tests that filled in for my apparent functionality with how much masking I do (and presently Can't do without meds to compensate). My throat caught when my boss accepted it. Geeze.
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Hara
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I don't know how far I could get in tech for work but I won't give up looking to break out of minimum wage and being too exhausted to socialize outside of like five people.
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Hello still alive and on track to get back on meds after the family wedding next week hoooooooo. Got an e-reader for cheap and am devouring the Schrodinger's Cat trilogy after a year of Getting To It. Got a proportionately cheap Thinkpad and bricked it, learning a lot around fixing it tho.
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Ikky D. Pronouns (1 Slot Open!)
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it's summertime once again, so it's time for Tom Nook to get BIG
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Hara
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Let's do that training regimen again. Properly, the way We wanted to do it.
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Hara
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Getting close to my longest hair length of mid back when wet, and family history says it's likely to reach my ass if I let it keep going. I'm more than a little eager to get it, styled somehow? I've got no problem just bunning it back but like. U know. It Would be pretty dope to let it all out.
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Solution: get em all out and get a big dumb monster set of dentures to bite some butts
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A few more weeks and a wedding to go, and I can start figuring out how to get my stress-cracked teeth fixed up.
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Hara
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I'm 33 today, and I'm too cozy sleepy feeling to be hype which is it's own kind of treat
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*sinking claws into tubs of protein mixes remembering their existence and comparative affordability* come 2 papaaaaa...
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Hara
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*head peeking up from halfway thru Dune* wait is the Vyvanse shortage over
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Just finished it, a very fun read! I actually forgot that I picked it up again after it was referenced in an article reviewing the demo for a game coming out later, Indika. Demons and impulses aside, it's always good fun watching devils tear up a town.
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Hara
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Houseki wrapped it up today. If you enjoy bittersweet flavors you'll probably enjoy the taste too.
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Then back to digging through Jung's dresser drawers
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Hara
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Let's finally finish Master and Margarita.
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Hara
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We heard a lot of back n forth of me Feeling Better and I think I'm beginning to Look better with all the adjustments this past year. Less haggard. Not much to report beyond that, I'm holding my quiet hype just a little longer. Just a bit, steady steady.
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Hara
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This place smells so fucking good god I love warm paper smell
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2015-2016 art was done on a big ol 50" raffle prize tv. I changed to a monitor during a brief period of tryin to get good at games where old friends would only play competitive (I never got good enough in time and stubbornly stuck to those games for way too long. Wooooo sunk cost such n such)
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Hara
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Living room PC battery expanded a couple weeks ago. Moved my tower out to share as a media machine, and relearned that I need to be sitting further from the screen than I have since trading size for low latency in 2016. Woops. Small boost of a longer tablet cord comin tomorrow. Bigger screen later.
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Hara
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Whew, gig re-acquired while I wait on the bigger offers to get back. The one from last year, slow easy packaging job where I can binge audio learnin again.
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Hara
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Told the bendy truth when I made my bid for future remote work. That thanks to falling off my meds, I was hoping to work from home. Got enough feedback to know it won't happen, so I got my mug to take home with me too. ☕🐺
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Hara
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Eyyy two interviews already. If I gotta taste hell I might as well steal the buffet.
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Guess I got my answer. Job hunt, do my best, survive through the interim til I get better data or better accommodation. Screw this whole line of stress this is ridiculously simple.
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Hara
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Actually I know what that face is now! That's the face I make when I can't believe the bullshit I am being fed oh Noooooo. Oh dear I gotta staple that corner of my face down.
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I'm not looking for rainbows more that I'm trying my best to keep my jagged dagger jaw Shut when I keep wanting to casually say things to get me fired too quick. A lottttt. Gotta put energy into my mouth and my eyes and stopping my damn cheek twitching into that, Expression I havent figured out.
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Hara
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Got the craft of the job down. Unlike last year wrapping the fishing rods, quality and quantity are on the up. Stamina's up too, the transit route provides about half an hour of higher intensity cardio that zonks me out for sleep. Now I gotta figure out how to coexist with the heteronormativity.
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I half hope I can get good enough quick enough to take the gig home. Put half a foot in that door I will too hm.
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Hara
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I went to the lunch thing with the alcohol and I got the people talkin, woooooooo. Boss also says I'm picking this up really quickly and I have shrunk my diagram time from an hour on a middle difficulty piece to fifteen minutes. Rahhhhr, more more more.
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Hara
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Fun weekend
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*still enough energy to wiggle stomp to the lobby music this weekend*
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I am Bushed but I am Progressing Doing better at the job than anybody expected, tho nobody's happier about that than the dude bumped off his meds. I'll try to doodle this weekend after a nap. No fingers jammed in the window this time .v.T
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Hara
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Boss helped me redefine my workflow into a better set of phases with clearly set finish points. I did more than double my workload today with higher accuracy, and the second half during the muggy groggy portion of the day were Real assignments. *already eyeing his art process with a hungry twitch*
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LOOKIT these lil guys Kremath made yesterday good golly
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