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Mithos@mithos343.bsky.social |
I have fantasies about confronting my mother's actual self and asking her why, but even in my fantasies and imagination I never get an answer that makes sense. Like the screen fades then. At least with Dad, he saw his own autism in me, and his own self-loathing reflected in me. I know that.
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Mithos
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Rationally, I know enough - Mom hates that I had a savant-like mind. She hated that I was a child prodigy and sought to ruin that and make sure I would be a failure in life, through decades of manipulation and sabotage. It's a hate I can't understand having. I can't empathize with it; it's foreign.
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