1 Your model work is awesome. I'm such a noob at 3D modeling and seeing high quality models makes me want to get better
2 I remember Guillermo Del Toro talking about "the stories you aren't ready to tell yet". Sometimes a story has to be with you for a while before you have the ability to tell it.
I have a comic that I've been working on the story for like 10 years and it's only recently I think I actually know how to tell it. All the wait will make it all the more satisfying when I can put it out in my opinion.
I was ready to create something years ago actually. I had a different model for Sersen. It didn't go well. Between sabotages, getting my stuff stolen and just the wrong crowd. It felt like the worst moment of my life but I kept working every day, it just wasn't the right moment
People that want to get better when they see someone's else art are treasures.
Because of people that can't do that I had quite a bad time in the past years. It was one of the reasons why I decided to take the long way, after fighting against my own project I found myself fighting to defend it