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dumb trans loser. she/her the artist formerly known as veeb


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i can’t sleep for the life of me

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this immediately hit a wall, trying to keep the interval down to annoy less but trying to keep it alive. thanks to those who have helped so far! $50/250 ASAP

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i wish i could manage my adhd without my meds. then i could undo my adderall tolerance and then just take it for fun sometimes, or when i want to be really good at a first person shooter

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you’ll never take me alive

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look i have people asking me “omg how tall are you???” all the time and not knowing the answer to that question would be really awkward y’know

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i lost a pretty significant amount of weight so my belly region isn’t super attractive unfortunately. maybe i could pull it off if i found pants with a high enough waist but unfortunately i am 6’4” so that is tricky lol

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i wish a: i could pull off a crop top and b: i could dress even slightly more masc than i currently do without getting misgendered a million times a day because honestly i fuck with this

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i'm never genuine, everything i say and do is a carefully crafted facade to manipulate those around me. for instance, i've successfully fooled everyone into believing i'm an annoying dumbass. this will be beneficial to my plans

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i’m so pretty, how many times do you think i’ll get misgendered today anyways lmao

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update: i did some socializing on sl and i didn’t ruin the vibes and was in fact very well received. i’m good at people guys!

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smh should’ve asked for a cut of the donos at least

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psst… are you trying to lose weight? have you ever felt bad about eating animals? don’t want to contribute to capitalist exploitation? what if i told you that you could solve all of those issues by going vega- *gets shot 20 times*

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if you stop taking ozempic you regain pretty much all the weight you lost btw. building healthy habits stays winning bitch

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*sobbing* and the way my mother treated me, she punished me for my feelings, and now i don’t feel like i can- oh shit thanks for the 10 gifted subs benjaminbutthole69

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becoming a streamer and streaming my therapy appointments for content

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ok it’s looking like i’m getting paid this week i think. if i don’t i’ll hit yall with a post begging for money but that won’t be until wednesday. i mean you can give me money in the meantime if you want i just don’t need it rn

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i have $50 and i might not get paid this week 😐

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trash can is the best way to go imo. you can just tie off the bag and take it out. with a bucket and or bowl you’ve gotta haul it to the sink or toilet or something to dispose of the barf and it smells and you gotta look at it and it’s gross and i hate it

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i was always progressive minded but i fell in with the anti-sjw crowd because that’s what all the atheists i followed turned into. they convinced me bigotry wasn’t really a thing anymore and people complaining about it were hysterical. seeing them defend an actual nazi changed my mind about that

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my real actual answer is the jontron debate. i remember all the rational skeptic smarty pants i followed at the time were like “jontron wasn’t being a nazi!” and then i watched it and he was totally being a nazi and it made me reconsider a lot of things

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yeah i forgot her and a lot of other things, i’m smoking on that joe biden strain (it gives you dementia)

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i know i’m just joshin lmao

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do it fart on the low, do it wobble to and fro

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i made a video about trying to socialize IN THE METAVERSE watch it if you care or don't idk whatever works youtu.be/2aXtgcxnddc

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i got one of those smart lightbulbs and set it to turn on right when my alarm went off and holy shit did that wake me right the fuck up lol

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devastating, i finally got the courage to speak in social scenarios and it turns out i'm extremely obnoxious. my opener (to a group of people i've never spoken to in my life, mind you) was "does anyone like chips and salsa, do we got any chips and salsa enthusiasts in chat" i am literally the worst

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i might be hanging out with someone new today so i dressed up but if that doesn’t happen i guess i got to look hot at the petco at least lmao

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god i love this top so much actually

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everybody clap for me, i put on my bra all by myself

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*tears for fears voice* everybody wants to suck me off

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“i can’t think of what races other than black people and jewish people canonically have curly hair” -my fiancée

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mushrooms are baller, be careful tho they can fuck you up

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i was having a good time in sl just now. i still didn’t talk to anyone, but i’m starting to get more comfortable in social situations so it was in more of a “i’m cool and mysterious” sort of way and less of a “i’m so scared how do i talk to people” sort of way. key words “more” and “less”

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they have made themselves known

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my pussy on the NASDAQ

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relics of the metaverse

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yeah like i missed out on basically all of my social development from ages 12-23, so i have no clue what i’m doing and getting the bravery to actually go out and try to figure this shit out takes a lot of energy!

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socializing is hard work. i didn’t even talk to anyone and i’m still wiped!

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i was so ready, only for nothing. maybe i'll find a new place, maybe not, idk. but for now i think i'm just gonna chill. i'm exhausted lol

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i clicked the landmark i had saved. it asked me, "would you like to teleport to this location?" i paused. i could feel the courage waining in that moment but i grabbed on and brought it back stronger than ever. i clicked yes. the new location loads in, and then... nobody was online, lol. >

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i did some shopping looking for a good little virtual outfit, i distracted myself by watching dr who with my fiancée (i don't care about that show at all idk what i was doing), i did just about everything except going and talking to people. but eventually the courage did come. >

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for the past two days i've been working up the nerve to go back and actually talk to people. i tried getting a little high to make it easier last night but accidentally got too high and couldn't do anything. finally today, i've had sl open for hours trying to get the courage to go back. >

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i was exploring second life the other day and ended up in a super chill spot where, instead of just ignoring me like everyone else had up until that point, everyone hopped into local chat to welcome me. it kinda scared me so i was like "oops gotta go, y'all seem chill i'll be back :)" and bounced. >

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my pussy on the NASDAQ

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the fun thing about realizing i was trans in a time of my life that i've mostly forgotten / repressed is that i don't even know why i came to that conclusion. like at this point all i know is that i am Girl and the more Girl i am the happier i am so i just kinda roll with it

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that’s not cool dawg you know i’m afraid of pac man!

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