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love beast | tired artist | friend to animals and the moon 🌘 31 she•her ⚧
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single from my new album soundcloud.com/frrnmusic/st...

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its good for her!!!

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THANK YOU!!! also i think black thread is gonna be rly up ur alley.....

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the hose for you

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AWW GGKGH GOSH THANK U!! lemme know what u think! u have excellent taste

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Hello! My new album the Threshold is out now!
This is my first release in 5 years. All these songs were produced during the past 4 years of the pandemic as a way to process a lot of feelings.
I hope you enjoy!
frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-th...

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Feels appropriate to post this late at night...
Heres the music video for a song from my new album The Threshold.
Doing reactive video synthesis for my songs is really fun...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbQZ...

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just finished mastering my new album and figuring out the song order! 12 songs... this is probably my most emotionally intense and vulnerable collection of songs as well... its all stuff i produced over the past 4 years of the pandemic

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i think my new album is done....

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soundcloud.com/frrnmusic/bl...

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for real.....

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its also hard, cuz at this point, ive endured so much pain, heartbreak, trauma, etc that im still trying to process, that like... if something truly good is in my life, idk if i can even recognize it or feel it anymore. im just so numb now... thats a big one im trying to untangle in therapy

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im rly sorry :c i hope things can change for u. i cant imagine how hard being a highschooler during the pandemic was

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the intersection of cptsd, autism, pandemic trauma goin on inside me sure does wild stuff to how i experience the world

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LMAO noo im not french. ive lived in seattle for 4 years

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but yeah idk. its weird out here. i am super real and candid and dont rly front or like, engage with stuff with much ego. Im a bit closed off cuz of trauma... but idk... i tend to feel misunderstood and misinterpreted a lot to the extent i feel super isolated

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the social scene in seattle rly rly confuses and overwhelms me, and ive tried so many different things to try to connect and find a sense of belonging but nothings rly worked? my autism shape feels too funky for whatever the puzzle is out here. i still dont feel like i fit in anywhere

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ive been single for over 4 years and idek what im doing anymore and all the stuff ive been thru during the pandemic has rly reinforced a sad, negative life narrative and im trying so hard to change it and how i see things and people. everything just feels bad and scary

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dude im so tired of being so chronically lonely and sad all the time. i want to have a different story

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happy make a terrible comic day

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numb

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oof im sorry ;; yeah its a murky thing to push thru

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this is that tshirt meme right?

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oof im so sorry :c its been about 5 for me. so i cant begin to understand that level of loneliness. i hope u find ur way towards a sense of belonging and having someone there with u soon

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fighting and clawing my way towards healing with every ounce of energy i have in me

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my therapist has been helping me realize that im super clogged up with years and years of grief i havent been able to fully process due to the constant onslaught of traumatic experiences... so im hopeful moving thru all that will help. working towards happiness and a sense of peace, always forever.

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any time im around couples or like see art or depictions of love n stuff in media i get this little brain worm thats just like "PAIN FEARR SADNESS GRIEF we will never have that" so ive been trying to be like "okay, were sad we dont have that, but im happy others do, and im hopeful we will find that"

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tfw u aaaaaa

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ive been having to use all my willpower and DBT skills to fight the constant onslaught of "youre going to be this way for ever. Im so scared. Its been years since ive dated or even had a crush on someone. itll never happen again" clinging to my little driftwood log of hope in a big ocean

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dudddde i feel so lonely and isolated. this shit sucks

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Hi im curious, what do you all get out of/like most about my art and other stuff i make?

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fragmentation/uncertainty in a formless place

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silly lil guy

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lil outside time critters for my patrons <3

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aghhh catching up on posting all the art i forgot about. pls support me on subscribestar if u want! Lots of early access to the art im constantly making . im poor subscribestar.adult/dirtsecret

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new roots
a bday gift for my good friend @eccstasy.bsky.social <3

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geez my art styles are so all over the place what even.... i wonder if its a dissociative thing

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shapes and feelings and guys

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formless

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i assure you... it is

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this looks like a plush u soak in milk and suck the milk out of before throwing it as hard as u can against a wall

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Seattle and surrounding area folks, come join us in the forest for an afternoon and evening of solstice revelry. We have some amazing artists playing! Im helping organize and will be doing live visuals, and also playing a set! Follow @petricorpspnw on twitter for updates

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anyways, heres the recording of my live improv ambient performance from last night soundcloud.com/frrnmusic/dr...

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i rly appreciate u coming. it meant a lot. im glad u enjoyed the show

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i am so insanely depressed rn

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aw thank you so much <3

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frrn

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