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Hi there! I'm ixxy~ Your local dumb slut-mutt! I'm 27 and polyamorous, you will see a whole bunch random shit from me. Leader of the Puppy Collective! 18+ only. No minors. Ever. Pronouns are it/its she/her. Pfp by @mythiccvixen :3
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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It *especially* fucking hurts when it's someone you've went out of your way to support through some of the worst shit... constantly reassuring that person, telling the person that the person in question isn't garbage... Just to get suddenly tossed out like garbage and get lies spewed in my face.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I am so, so goddamned tired of liars.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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... Feels like it though
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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not really but I'm not breaking down, so
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I just... ugh. I need to stop letting that stuff out in the public
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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if you saw me breaking down on the skyline: yeah sorry about that.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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... thank you
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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appreciate you.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I wouldn't say never.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't wanna be a burden on you
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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time to mask again and act like everything's okay for a while
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I sure hope it does
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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eventually would be nice.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I won't say what I was thinking but know it wasn't nice to myself
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I appreciate the kindness even if it feels like a lie
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't know how you can see good in someone who doesn't have any
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't really have promises to keep. just apathy towards and lack of energy to do the deed
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I know I won't ever have the spine to do anything about it, so I guess it's harmless
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't know why
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I'll do better at masking the suicuidal ideation
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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sorry
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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why?
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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and once you do you'll cut me off. and I won't blame you.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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and yet it doesn't matter in the end, what little good I do.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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don't worry, I'm not brave enough to do anything about it
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I know it's all because people don't want ot be perceived as bad for telling me how much of a piece of shit I am
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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you'll find a reason. everyone does.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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no you're not. the only person in this entire conversation who has no vallue as a person is me.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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that they leave, and then they tell me that I was right, and they always did secretly hate me
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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why would you care about someone who is a consistent disappointment and failure?
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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everyone who has ever told me they cared, or wanted me around... all eventually do the same thing.
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I don't understand why people are determined to waste compassion on me
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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heard that before. that didn't quite turn out to be true either
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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sleep well, sorry for taking up your valuable time
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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bit late on that
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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yeah, bad things happen to good people. but bad things continue to happen to bad people. ergo, I'm a shitty person.
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it's not much of a challenge. but I appreciate you being kind despite the fact I don't deserve it
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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everyone will find a reason eventually.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't think all of you are. I think most of you are just saying it
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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me too
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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fair doesn't exist. fair only happens to people who are good. so I'm getting exactly what I deserve.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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why, though? why would you care about a subhuman piece of shit like me?
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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you should really be spending on this effort on someone who will matter at the end.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I'm too much of a fucking coward to kill myself anyway.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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you should spend it on someone worth the effort
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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none of you need to waste your time on me.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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I don't think I can deal
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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you don't have to be nice.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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sorry everyone.
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ixxypup, local slut-mutt
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maybe one day I'll grow a fucking spine
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