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Kusozoku

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I say whatever’s on my mind and follow artists I like. This is like a personal journal, but not.

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rkgkぼっちちゃん

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I've been eating hella good music wise this month. Just in the past few days I finally listened to Fentanyl and today I found Machine Girl's Neon White demo tracks on YouTube.

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My singing isn’t flat, I’m singing microtonally.

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How to eat whipped cream straight from the can: 1. Tilt your head back and hold your breath. 2. Spray the whipped cream into your mouth. 3. This is the important part: breathe out. This is so you don’t get nitrous oxide in your mouth. 4. Enjoy!

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If I relapse again, I wanna just go off the deep end completely again. Just completely destroy myself

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The amount of times I’ve deleted and reinstalled this app is stupid

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Why tf do I miss and long for the people that sexually abused me and groomed me and took advantage of me

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It’s like I wanna be alone but I don’t wanna be lonely

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Helping out with something this big is giving me imposter syndrome I think. I always feel like I’m standing in the wrong place or not helping enough.

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綾波レイですっ！！！

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It’s been a little under 21 days and I’m still thinking about her. I hope she’s alright, I hope she got help

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ぐら誕

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This, but again. It’s like I want to be not ok

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How do menhera and jirai-kei girls make not being ok look so good? I feel like I envy them sometimes.

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if a girl calls me by a pet name like good boy or puppy or some shit, I fold faster than a folding chair. and I don't know if I like that fact or not. it just has such a strong grip on my heartstrings when I hear it directed at me

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why is music so... *crispy* when you're tired?

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You drive a car You ride a bike You sail a boat You conduct a train

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Friend from said friend group texts me when they’re dropping someone off. They asked me for a pic of myself so they could photoshop me into the group photo. It stings worse now.

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Should I just stop trying to be social? Cutting myself off completely from friends doesn’t sound bad

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- PC build finally started today, RAM is DOA and I have to wait until Thursday for a replacement. Build is dead in the water. Hella frustrated. - Found out that a friend group was hanging out IRL and didn’t invite me. We almost never meet up IRL. That stings.

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ナズナちゃんっ！！！

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I don’t speak Japanese but Kuso = shit/fuck/bullshit Zoku = group or family If im wrong pls yell at me

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It really sucks WANTING to relapse and having super strong urges to. Like I know I shouldn’t and it’s horrible for me and everyone who loves me doesn’t want me to, but fuck I miss how it feels

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I wanna fuck someone and get fucked and cuddle with someone and hold someone and be held and be wanted physically and mentally aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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If school is like a job, why the fuck aren’t I getting paid

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The next time I feel like doing that shit again, I’m gonna cut or scratch myself again. I think it’ll help to have dummy pain be the consequence.

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Self harming. It’s better to be alone and hurt and self harming than to lie to myself about what’ll happen if I stay or try again

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I wonder if the majority of earth’s population rolls their eyes to the left or to the right

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Perfect NFS game: 8/8 - Dynamic chase music like from most wanted - Electric cars, customization can make them fun - More license plate customization (EU plates, front/back plate selection, etc.) - Keep high heat chase missions PLEASE - Payback was red, Heat was pink, unbound was green. Now Yellow!

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Perfect NFS game: 7/? - Build on Unbound’s art style, especially with the car cosmetics - Add rim fitment options - Require cars to have aero parts for downforce tuning - Interior camera while driving, possibly interior customization? - Never stop cheesy callbacks to the old games (M3 GTR)

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Perfect NFS game: 6/? - Combine the heat system of Unbound and Heat. You can generate heat during daytime and freeroam, heat multiplies your rewards when you cash in, etc. - Keep character customization with branded clothing, but slash the clothing prices.

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Perfect NFS game: 5/? - Kill takeovers. Bad concept, mid execution - No more celebrity shoe-ins. ASAP rocky felt so out of place - Bring back old characters! I wanna know what everyone does after their games’ story ends - Redo the action camera. It’s so close to perfection

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Perfect NFS game: 4/? - Bring back the speed pass from Unbound, lower premium pass price - Lock customization options behind premium Speedpass, not cars - Less paid DLC overall, keep catch up packs - Remove in game ads (EA Play) - Map expansions like forza, port older game maps - Keep Legends cars

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Perfect NFS game: 3/? - Day/night system from Heat (replace garage upgrades with rep requirements) - Progression system like Heat (non-linear, not forced into story missions) - Bring back organizations like The House, The Blacklist, etc. - Have at least a few massive story missions like Payback

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Perfect NFS game: 2/? - Story mode like Heat - Car customization like Unbound BUT bring back NFS Heat Studio on mobile - Disable always online features - Remappable controls - Performance and quality video modes on consoles - Music like… neither, I hate the Unbound soundtrack

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