also and i am so fucking serious, being a perfectly average looking woman is 4000x better than whatever existence you have imagined you could live if you looked like a supermodel
Definitely worth remembering! Like it's normal to want to feel sexy as a woman, but before you take that plunge it can be hard to see all the different ways being the right gender is wonderful that have nothing to do with one's appearance, but you're 100% right!
roughly a year ago i got my first guy doing a comedy double take walking into the men's room and seeing me at the sink and that moment alone is more precious to me than anything that has happened to me in all my 24 years of pretransition