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My partner and I took a big step today towards rebuilding our lives and opened up a new bank account together so we can start stockpiling and working towards bigger financial goals.

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I wanna mention some stuff I'm really into! Mario! Sonic! Zelda! Pokemon! Final Fantasy! Pikmin! Star Fox! Metroid! Star Wars! Star Trek! Lord of the Rings! (And Tolkien!) Dragons! Foxes! Space! Paranormal stuff! Mythology and History! Ancient lifeforms, like dinosaurs! 80's-90's anime!

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I want a nice, clean place to live. I want a peaceful place to live. I want to feel like I am not surrounded by red flags. I want to feel safe, and secure. I want to have a good job, and be paid decently. I want to be able to enjoy my life to a degree. I am working on these things.

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17 out of 20 exams to go.

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There's a part of me that really just wants to move on from Sonic stuff.

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I am so tired of it. And I am blessed to have my spouse next to me in reality because if I didn't have somebody with me to talk about things and work them out somehow; I don't know what kind of action I would take if I snapped. I am cursed to hold myself together at the expense of others.

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My entire life I have spent catering and enduring the lack of emotional and wellness responsibility of others at my own displeasure. Maintaining and tempering an unbridled amount of rage and spite despite everyone around me not holding themselves accountable for their personal grief.

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Watching a ton of other countries swing hard left in regards to their politics and economic standings compared to what the US is doing at all is.... God I'm jealous. I wish I could get away from this country.

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Reported my employer today for disability discrimination.

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Gonna try to stream sometime later this upcoming week. Keep an eye out for stream-related post. ✌️

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Being immunocompromised means watching everyone around you, including your friends, run around aimlessly without care about their own physical health while you have to take precautions and sacrifice most social interaction at all because the world is rampant with superviruses.

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There are heat waves all over that are well over what they should be normally at this point. Please, please please. Try to stay hydrated if you can.

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Last night I had a terror about the unchecked rise in extreme right-wing, fascistic power and ending up losing everyone I love from it, as well as ending up in a situation similar to that of the victims of Nazi Germany. We have to fight back. We HAVE to.

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I miss this aesthetic in technology. It was so vibrant and fun. Whimiscal. Now everything is Black, Grey, and Steel and it blends into the abyss of corporate aesthetic because life was too colorful in in the past and we have to kill the joy out of everything.

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Going to do a light stream session with my friend @razortimcore.bsky.social.

We're going to play some Helldivers 2! Check out his Twitch channel to watch us.

www.twitch.tv/razortimcore

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I am hoping soon I will be able to get back to doing a weekly stream. I had a major talk with my employer the other week and it looks like my schedule might be stabilizing and they might be more accommodating to my disabilities. I will keep you updated. Keep a lookout for my stream posts!

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If you really want an idea of how asinine American culture is; ask an American to be more considerate about their fireworks during a holiday.

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I don't celebrate the 4th of July because there is no reason to celebrate an entity that exists because of genocide and slavery that continues to perform those behaviors to this day. I am not proud of the country I was born in.

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"Yay." Fireworks. 😑

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I'm going to start meditating again when I can, and also really reminding myself that there is only so much that I can control in my life. Nothing ever worth doing, was easy.

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Passed my second chapter course exam for my health insurance studies. ✌️

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I want to enjoy the new expansion for FFXIV but I can't do that at the moment. I have some other priorities.

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I'm not going to lie. Things are getting so scary in the US alone I don't know how I can handle it anymore. I want people to organize, I want to organize but nobody is willing to stand up enough with us. We need a revolution in the US now.

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When you struggle with mental health and disabilities; it's important to note that you are still responsible for yourself and your environment. Nobody can force you to seek assistance or accept help; but you have to be willing to do those things in order to grow and overcome the hardship.

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I went to an IKEA yesterday to window shop for bedroom related furniture and one of the first things that came to my mind was a horror game setting of being stuck in a backrooms-style IKEA trying to survive monsters in an endless liminal IKEA store.

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I too desire to be a scraggly, short wizard questing through the halls and mazes of commercial spaces as I annoy the local giants with my gibberish. But doing that wouldn't pay the bills and probably end up getting me arrested now. 😔

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If I am every going to start truly rebuilding my sense of self and my life; it HAS to happen. I HAVE to hold a level of integrity.

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I need to start setting stronger boundaries regarding other people's lack of accountability or responsibilities. It has continued to harm me, emotionally and physically, for most of my life. It has, literally cost me everything at a point.

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I am all for sexual liberation and sexual expression but along with that has to come an understanding of basic consent and boundary respect and too many people, especially thanks to internet culture, are not respectful of that at all.

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Please enjoy this powerful, incredibly rendered model of Lyn, my Sonic OC, made by LadyLunaNova on Twitter. I've always wanted to see my OC rendered in an official way. She's real now.

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A big part of moving forward with the self is letting go and making your own peace. It's a battle I've fought for years. I continue to fight. Some days are bad. But if I let it consume me I won't accomplish anything.

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I keep having awful panic attacks and anxiety attacks. And flashbacks. Being a traumatized person sucks. But I work really hard to move past it and I've come so far.

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I am going to be moving to this platform. I cannot, in any healthy capacity whatsoever, handle Twitter anymore.

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I may be moving my stream advertisements and promotions, as well as other discussions, to this platform. I'm so sick of Twitter and Elon Musk being a neonazi, bigot, and pedo apologist.

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Stream starting in 30 minutes!

Come vibe with us on the Sea of Thieves while my friends and I plunder and pillage our way across the waves!

Check out my pal @RazorTimCore as well, because he's also going to be streaming form his perspective!

www.twitch.tv/shock_therapy_

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Stream today!

My friends and I go hunting for treasure and adventure across the Sea of Thieves, with a bit of silly fun involved. What's any pirate without their grog, hm?

We're starting EARLIER today at 3pm PST!
( 4pm MST, 5pm CST, and 6pm CST )

www.twitch.tv/shock_therapy_

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Going live in 40 minutes!

Today @RazorTimCore and I are diving into hell on Helldivers 2! Come join us while we spread liberty and freedom through the galaxy!

I'm doing my part, too!

www.twitch.tv/shock_therapy_

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Today is the #InternationalTransDayofVisibility.

Every March 31st, we set aside this day to recognize transgender people, and to bring awareness to the discrimination and bigotry trans people face from the world around them.

You are seen. You are valid. You are loved.

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