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i think these ones are giving me eye fatigue

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would be nice to be able to post animations

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not actually capable of taking psychoanalytic categories seriously for more than 30 seconds and im gonna use that as an excuse to pretend my psyche is just fine actually

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it just stands in the corner whipping itself most of the time

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now i just need a superego to complete the set

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deadname id w/ p. shitty photo tho

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finally!!!!

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got my id!!

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my laptop has been happily humming along calculating a little over a thousand more iterations across which several hundred thousand toppling steps have been occurring but it might take a very long time to run into another topple of this size & i will probably get bored and kill it before then

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next biggest topple. i should specify these are with randomly-placed "grains"/"chips" in a 256x256 grid starting with 0 grains at each point. this is the topple that was set off when the 139,021st grain was added, and the topple took 101,594 steps to resolve

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answer key

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spot the differences

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whenever i catch myself thinking about the nature of language i put a stop to that immediately. that way lies madness

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what kind of python has gills they shoulda called this language eel

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m+k also preferable to a controller for some types of video games

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a mouse is very nice for things like 3d modeling imo, & for image editing

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im uninformedly hopeful yet pessimistic about things like pytorch w/ cuda backend working on a degilled python any time soon; i don't know the specifics but im guessing some significant changes would need to be made to keep gpu synchronization from breaking. & torch is the main draw of python for me

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the ease with which you can have a function return a dictionary of its local variables is pretty nice. & being able to wrap dictionaries so you can use a.x in place of a["x"] like in js. lots of little hacky niceties

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my main complaints are: - GIL - ternary syntax - lambda syntax

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python is an unholy mess of a language but it's also pretty great what kind of nonsense it lets you pull

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death to the desktop metaphor

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if i could use i3 or similar at work i would be able to retain a much better flow state. windows is shit

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keyboard-only is the sensible default, a mouse is only actually preferable for a very narrow subset of computer interactions

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new aptmt doesn't have an AC so i have to resort to barbaric practices like opening windows and drinking less coffee

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"this is my chance to be Saul Goodman,,"

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an undying commitment to a rigorous presumption of innocence comes across a bit less noble when you only get impassioned about it when it comes to male celebrities accused of sex crimes

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not sure if that's the app's fault or just this phone

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i like how when i go to copy the link to a post there's another button dangerously close to that that'll text the link to my mom. keeps me on my toes

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when someone finds something frustratingly difficult the best way to help is just to inform them that it's actually very simple. that way they know they're just fucking stupid

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people suck so much it's hard to believe

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there's never any real reason not to be an asshole

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i fucking hate being alive

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hate everyone that's ever expressed an opinion one way or the other about the quantity of food i eat, myself included

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hate all the contradictory advice and opinions floating around

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hate the effect hunger has on my mood

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relationship to food maybe not disordered but absolutely strained some days. hate the uncertainty re: how much food is too much in a meal, how much is too little, where exactly is the line between exercising self control and torturing myself or between reasonable fulfillment and gross overindulgence

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should probably eat food today

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insofar as such expressions are "fun" i am glad to be opposed to "fun"

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even the smallest expressions of patriotism are expressions of callous disdain for every victim of this nation past present and future

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putrid engine of devastation

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if you ever see someone express a positive sentiment about america you should throw something at them. just whatever is on hand

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why would you say something so emphatic and yet so cooked

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you only actually need to drink water if your body is full of toxins and evil spirits that you have to piss out. if you are balanced and pure you only need like a cup of water every other day

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i stay at the same level of fatigue at all times. just convert it back and forth between physical and mental fatigue. follows like some kind of physical law of conservation

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there should be tunnels all thru the hills here. walking uphill is bullshit

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