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Charles@snarliecharlie.bsky.social |
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24. He/him. Trying and tired. An unorganized space for my thoughts, feelings, and interests.
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Charles
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I got my final bit back from the estate and like the first time it was more than I expected. It's not like groundbreaking cash or anything but it relieves a little stress for the time being and it is definitely enough to continue my repairs.
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Charles
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Wtf hell yeah all the grass has almost grown back in my yard.
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Charles
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I shouldn't even fuckin say anything tbh it doesn't matter and it's not my problem
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Charles
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I have to still do all the bedrooms, the downstairs, the bathroom, and the trim. Idk if I'm ready to do my dad's room. It's been nine months and I still don't go down there. I only go downstairs for the laundry room and garage.
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Charles
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I have been working so hard on my house. I really want it to be nice and sellable for when it's time.
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Charles
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Goodbye beige.
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Charles
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New walls who dis
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Charles
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It's pretty easy to assess that you were not the problem with people you fell out with by observing that they will consistently be involved in drama with most other people they interact with.
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Charles
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There's nothing wrong with being visibly trans. Some people like that. It's just that I'm a binary trans man. I have been socially and medically transitioning since I was 21. It's almost been four years of medical transition alone. I just want to pass. I live in the south and it's scary.
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Charles
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I just worry because I'll have long stretches of people calling me male pronouns in public. Then randomly some stranger will misgender me or "they" me. I'll be confident I "made it" and am just living as a man only to be let down and realize I'm still visibly trans.
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Then again, I have strangers pull the same shit on me. I'm relatively androgynous because I don't grow facial hair. I'm built like a guy, sound like a guy, and have male features. People are STILL confused by me 3.5 years into transition. It makes me so fucking sad sometimes I'm so serious.
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Charles
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I think some of these people struggle because while I was actively transitioning when I got this job, I still had long hair and didn't pass well. Now I predominantly look like a man but for some reason people who know your natal sex WILL misgender you no matter how you present.
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Charles
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Yesterday at work a process assistant called me "She, he, and they" in the same fucking sentence. It felt so horrible dude. I still feel like shit about it. I know I look like a freak. Just fucking pick one, okay?
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Charles
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I spent all of yesterday repainting my house. I think I like the color. Changing things to start new is helping me cope.
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Charles
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Ohh I had no idea that's what they were!
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Charles
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There was a mass shooting a town over...
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Charles
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I finally started working on my nonprofit and I think learning as much as I can and brushing up on my literacy wouldn't be a bad idea.
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Charles
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I'm going to just start reading more books when I'm lonely tbh.
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Charles
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My aunt is a judge in the county and she took me on the top of the roof of the courthouse today.
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Brit had to get new tires so I took him to the tire place I go to and the manager recognized me and said "I saw you outside and said 'there he is!!'" I was like "haha well as much as I love being here it's not me for once!!" Using my pronouns and recognizing my car and being friendly is so nice
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Charles
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Let the harvesting begin
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Bro was the ones eating them the whole time. Since I've been going out there and watching him they are FINALLY growing. What an asshole omg.
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Charles
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This entire season I have been fighting what I thought were squirrels and chipmunks eating my ripened strawberries. I was getting frustrated because not one has matured before it was eaten. Well, a few days ago I caught my rottweiler shoving his big stupid head under the strawberry cage.
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Charles
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Considering I have to cross state lines to get my trans healthcare in Ohio, I will be ensuring I attend this.
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Melinda Magpie 🏳️⚧️ 🇵🇸💍
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People in our community are scared right now, and rightly so. I'm scared for my future too. But I believe our best response is not despair, but to get organized and fight for our rights. Don't wait until November to start. One way is to help build the Oct. 19 National March in Columbus.
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Charles
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This shit is so scary dude I'm genuinely so scared being a trans person rn but I just kind of internalize it and hope no one who wants to kill me clocks me in public.
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Wolfie Rankin
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I have some land that I own and I want to use it as hiking trails but I need a four wheel drive vehicle to even access it.
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Went to the park and hiked a little
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Charles
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The amount of time I've spent on this wall is no laughing matter.
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Charles
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I'm glad he admitted it at least. I have a long track record of people I have fallen out with just relentlessly fucking with me in various ways. When I would react, they would play dumb and try to make me look aggressive and irrational. We love gaslighting and harassment.
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I just think it was a "hand caught in the cookie jar" situation. He was hoping I hadn't noticed, and he's likely keeping it from his boyfriend. Someone who wants no contact doesn't do that stuff. They would have seen it and AVOIDED, or at the very least moved on. Just overall freak shit.
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Old me would have been like, afraid, and unsettled. I would have droned on about being anxious about it for weeks and everyone around me would have rolled their eyes. I'll just confront you now, cuz I wanna know.
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Charles
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You got your bf thinking I'm some heinous villain reaching out to you for nefarious reasons. I got sober, I got therapy, and I got a good relationship man. I'm just not gonna tolerate that weird shit without questioning it at this point in my life.
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Then he goes on and says "Then after I went down the street I realized it looked super weird. So I decided to go back around and say hi. Then I realized that was also a really bad idea." Like bro. Biggest brain in the room. Give it up for this guy.
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My brother said he's like "Well (Ex), I don't mean to be an asshole, but I want you to be honest with me. I heard you were riding on (street name)." He said he was like "Yeah. I saw him out on the road and wanted to know if it was him. So I followed him."
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He ended up calling my brother and asking why I sent it and said his bf told him not to because it was "a bad idea." Like no shit he thinks it's a bad idea. The only context he has about me is your incredibly bias and negative view. Not to mention without the context YOU FOLLOWED ME HOME!!!
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Charles
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On another note I tried sending my ex a discord fr because I really wanted to know why he was being a freak and following me. He ignored it and it made me super fucking mad on top of everything else because that behavior DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!!
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I just cried in front of my boyfriend's parents while talking about my experience with the fentanyl organization. They're always so empathetic and nice to me. They really care about my rights and we share the same political views. I can vocalize when that stuff upsets me and they understand.
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Charles
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Who the fuck is my sobriety for? Why am I doing this? Why am I doing any of this? None of this means anything. It's never meant anything.
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Charles
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Why do people lie to me to get out of interacting with me? Why do people avoid me so much? What the fuck did I do wrong? I tried so hard to get better. I stopped drinking. I went to therapy. Then my entire life fell apart and none of you people were there for me when I needed you the most.
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Charles
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Why am I so easy to put on the back burner when I need help but the moment someone else wants or needs me I'm on their time? I'm so tired of waiting like a fucking dog for some kind of comfort or positive interaction. I'm tired of being momentarily used and disregarded over and over again.
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Charles
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Some days it is so mentally and physically painful I can't fucking stand it. I hate it here so much I want to bash my skull into a brick wall until it caves in and my brain matter oozes out of my facial orifices.
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The urge to block all your friends so you don't have to feel disappointment, pain, and self-devaluation anymore. 🥰
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If you've got some shit you want to know or say. Fucking say it. Have a conversation like a normal, functional adult. Why do all of my fallouts have to act so socially fucking inept. Grow up. Holy shit I'm so done.
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It's one thing to do creepy shit. It's another to be a coward and avoid acknowledging you did creepy shit. Literally why do you even do it if you don't even want to talk to me? I hate all of these fucking people who watch me from a distance and fucking peck at me. Fuck off.
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I don't know if I should post our emails because it is genuinely so fucking disgusting the way this delusional woman speaks on this issue. This entire thing she has going is clearly for HER. HER grief and HER image as a parent. Denying reality just to shove other victims under the bus. Pathetic.
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I don't even have the energy to write it all again but the founder of this nonprofit fentanyl foundation thinks it's cool to cite Ben Shapiro, considers 24 y/o men "children", and openly makes a moral distinction between people she personally considers "fentanyl victims" vs. "drug addicts." Cool.
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