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TheSporkMaster

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I'm 42, if you are under 18 leave, you are not welcome here. My page is a mix of all the things I enjoy and snippets of my life and my struggle with mental health. So, if that offends, don't say I didn't warn you, just don't follow me. Hope you enjoy!


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๐Ÿฆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐ŸŽค๐ŸŽ‡

#furryart #avian

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Did anyone miss me? I am still as crazy as ever! Please, someone tell me it's going to be OK. Someone tell me that I can get better. That I am not forever stuck not feeling anything but pain and sadness.

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My one of my ball pythons died today... just perfect for this already shittty day...

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When your internet goes down, the company should be obligated to refund you the amount they would have charged you while it's down. How much you wanna bet your internet would be pretty stable if that was actually a thing?

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I swear my mother-in-law can't touch anything without fucking it up.

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All the voice messages get on my phone are recorded. We have gotten so bad at communicating as a society that we can't even bother to make real people call people anymore. Also, I don't answer calls thanks to my call blocker so it's basically a robot talking to a robot and it's very funny to me.

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But again, I am made to feel like I am the bad guy for expressing how I feel about a certain situation. So I am just going to shut up and never express myself or my thoughts again to them. The world is already shitty enough. Now I have no one.

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The one person I don't expect to clean is also the one cleaning by the way so it makes me feel even more shitty because I said I would keep the house clean for them.

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Somone cleaning directly after I said something about people not helping me with cleaning while acting like their're mad is the last thing that I needed to happen today. Like should I just pack up some stuff and just go camping? This just makes me feel like a pos for expecting adults to help clean.

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I don't want to explain myself anymore. I don't want to justify my existence. I am tired and feel alone 90% of the time. But yeah, I am sure it's my fault for feeling this way or some shit right?

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Can't fucking say anything without it being picked apart and every last letter examined in it's meaning, followed by questions about my intent and meaning. When I really am just fucking sick and tired of exsisting and feeling like I don't matter.

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I am not the only person in this house but when it comes to cleaning, I hardly get any reminders that there are other people in the house.well, except for the mess that they make for me to clean.

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Talked about my meltdown on the ride and my partner was all like well why didn't you say something? Today, I get annoyed no one is crushing the cans except me for the past three months and then I get told I am being annoying by complaining. Wonder why I don't talk about how i feel...

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Finally got my money from the door dash settlement. A whopping $350... I only worked for them for a year and a half.

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Finding our you got 350 dollars just sitting in an account is a really nice surprise.

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Was leading on the way home and the coms weren't working. Wife needed gas and suddenly no one was behind me and I was like well, I dunno when i lost them, so I don't know what exit to loop back to, so I will just keep going. So rode home by my self. I just am not good at going places with peoole..

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Couldn't even enjoy the motorcycle ride today... I am just too stressed out and I forgot my jacket liner and froze my ass off. Couldn't feel my hands for half the ride and was getting so cold I was starting to get drowsy. Wish I could say that was a fun trip but only half of it was.

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People vent on social media because they aren't heard in person , keep that in mind.

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The only reason why I haven't just โ˜ ๏ธ myself yet is because it would make my partner sad. I don't want them to ever have to feel like I did when my friends โ˜ ๏ธ themselves. It hurts so much. I don't ever want to do that to someone I love.

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I swear to God my food allergies are gonna kill me. I am so sick today just from using paprika. Like vomiting, hot and cold sweats and breathing trouble. Just a great time... so tired of having a body that's falling apart.

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Lineart for Springtime Squish, a couple of lovely canine gals having fun in the woods. All characters use (She/Her) pronouns โ™ฅ๏ธŽ(แต”แดฅแต”)

#furryart #NSFWfurryart

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ใ‚ทใƒซใƒใƒผใƒ“ใ‚ญใƒ‹ใช้›ชๅฅณใƒกใ‚นใ‚ฑใƒข๐ŸงŠ๐Ÿท

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"Sorry, I didn't see you there!" says the huge quivern lady who apparently forgot that she was supposed to wear swimwear.

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Wow, there are actually people still following me on here? Lol

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๐‘ซ๐’๐’๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“'s avatar ๐‘ซ๐’๐’๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ @doover.bsky.social
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ใƒใ‚คใ‚ฏ้›ฃใ—ใ„(nๅ›ž็›ฎ)

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If I went to the Emergency Room every time my chest hurt, I would practically live there...

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It's one of those days where I hope the pain in my chest isn't just a panic attack... but it probably is.

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I feel completely broken and ready for the great beyond

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I just feel like I didn't live the life I really wanted to because I never had money to travel or afford stuff. It's always just been how are we going to survive and not go completely broke my entire life. Never broke free of the, we are poor and can't afford that," mentality and it is frustrating.

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I just keep getting these sensati9ns that I used to when I was a child and it totally makes me flash back to my life back then and I feel like learning how the world works 100% killed my want to adventure. It all costs too much money and I never could make money well my entire life.

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Getting high as fuck watching old TV ads because I don't want to be a grown up and watching the ads makes me feel more nostalgic than watching the actual shows. Just goes to show how much they actually influenced us as children. I just wish that money wasn't a thing I guess. Idk how I survive thb.

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Living with people you don't want to live with fucking sucks.

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I wonder how bad the arthritis in my neck is now. I haven't actually been to the doctor to check on how much more my whole spine has crumbles in upon itself. The last two days it feels like it's gotten really bad.

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Just going to have to stick to the trusted bedtime iced coffee. That way I know what I am getting every time.

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Ok, maybe a whole Rockstar before bed wasn't the best idea tonight... they usually put me to sleep...

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๐Ÿ”žSaucy's Art [@ Canfurence next!]๐Ÿ”ž's avatar ๐Ÿ”žSaucy's Art [@ Canfurence next!]๐Ÿ”ž @saucymcfuzzy.bsky.social
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Haunted Train This must look weird to the other passengers ๐Ÿ˜ณ For hahaluckyme

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It feels like I am just falling apart from the inside out.

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And now it will be another 50 years before the general public get to use it...

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ใŠใŠโ€ฆ

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