vfig @vfig.bsky.social

…and i didnt go. i had been looking forward to it for weeks. i couldnt stop thinking about it all day. but that evening got swamped with immense social anxiety on the leading edge of a depressive storm. just couldnt face stepping out of my front door. hated it. hated myself for it. but couldnt.

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