I'll be like "What was I THINKING when I put this here? Was I trying to hide it? Did it have some meaning? Was I trapped in a delusion where this made sense someone?" and then I read someone who found their phone in the fridge because they set it down for a second and got distracted and, oh yeah.
And it's tricky because it's clear to me I had a raft of irrational, compulsive behaviors that really leveled up in the period between the undiagnosed seizure and the stroke, but everything is not that thing, most things are not that thing.
I've noticed these behaviors have increased sharply(and permanently it seems) after I got COVID. I'll have periods of fog where I'll do and say stuff I vaguely but not specifically remember. Never anything harmful, just weird. Disordered.