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Lapys Aoneeris

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Guardian of the Dream Library, roaming this virtual space in my free time. Vtuber, writer, and sometime reader. Art mama: Tokina Dokyou Rig mama: @himechui She/fae šŸ³ļøā€āš§ļø 32 years old


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Wait, are you saying rich and famous artists can do good with the money they get? I thought every single last one of them was a JKR-lookalike and only donated to cause more suffering. /sarcasm Seriously though, I never really tried listening to her songs, but I think I will now.

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_Emerges into the light_ Sorry, I think Iā€™ve missed a few days here. I was caught up by FFXIV new expansion. And Iā€™m going back as soon as Iā€™m out of bed.

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āœ… Told to die! Iā€™ve been thinking of this for 5 weeks. Before, I was normal, and I was imagining things, mostly about girls. Now Iā€™m in jail, and it sucks. (That was actually a fun exercise, I think itā€™d be worth a trend and see if people can still recognise the original work)

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Also, keep a commonplace book, where you take those notes and sometime develop on them.

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Can confirm. Been stuck in a bad spot for writing until I picked up reading again a few weeks ago. And I would add ā€œread everything, even whatā€™s not really your stuffā€. Even ā€œbadā€ writing is good to read to know what you donā€™t have any to write like.

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Questions to writers here: How do you share your work here without making it boring to read for the average user? Artists can easily add a picture, but a 3-4k words short story wonā€™t fit in a skeet. I donā€™t want to use gdrive. Is my only option really to build my own website and post it there?

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Reading more and more about Google possibly using Google Docs to train its AI, and not being able to find any clear answer, Iā€™ve decided to pull my writing off the cloud. Iā€™m still pondering a better solution to have it available in an easy format for everyone to read, but it looks like a big task.

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Good thing Iā€™m not well-adjusted and I donā€™t shy from it. Any writer who wants to be friends? I may have yet tu publish anything, but I already wrote thingsā€¦ I think it counts.

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I also finished reading Aeon Legion: Labyrinth by J.P. Beaubien, and it was a good read. Definitely recommending for those who like sci-fi (and fantasy) and time travelling nazis as the bad guys.

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Update on yesterday: I wrote and finished the first draft of my current project. Now onto editing it and cutting down the word counts. Itā€™s supposed to be a short story included in an art book to present a character. And where the rest of those stories are around 2k words, this one sits at 7k

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If I can manage to push myself a bit to write instead of wasting my time on FFXIV today, I think I can finish the first draft of a long overdue project. And then Iā€™ll have to cut its length roughly in half to make it fit the expected format šŸ˜…

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Questions to writers here: How do you share your work here without making it boring to read for the average user? Artists can easily add a picture, but a 3-4k words short story wonā€™t fit in a skeet. I donā€™t want to use gdrive. Is my only option really to build my own website and post it there?

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Iā€™ve fallen back into not writing and instead going back and forth between Elden Ring and FFXIV, my two biggest gaming obsessions. But itā€™s ok. Because I was resting. I was recovering. And when Iā€™ll be back, Iā€™ll be more productive than if I force myself now.

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Some superior wizard-school series you can easily replace HP with: šŸ§™ Witch Hat Atelier šŸ§™ Little Witch Academia šŸ§™ The Worst Witch šŸ§™ā€ā™€ļø The Owl House šŸ§™ Mashle: Magic & Muscles šŸ§™ā€ā™€ļø Wizard of Earthsea (le Guin) šŸ§™ The School for Good & Evil (Soman Chainani)

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Thanks. I needed to have someone tell me that. It doesnā€™t turn off the impostor syndrome, but it already makes today seem a bit more manageable.

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After procrastinating for the whole day, doing chores I didnā€™t even remember I had to do, I finally took some time to sit down and write. Iā€™m still late on my schedule, but at least I didnā€™t miss it today. So net positive day, chores done and a bit of writing to top it off.

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Sheā€™s always bouncing back from whatever life throw her way. She knows how to share her feelings and open up, making it easy to communicate despite the LDR. She understands me because weā€™re so similar and knows well what I need before I know it myself. I trust her so much. 4/4

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Sheā€™s smart and studying hard towards her dream job. She knows to listen and take in feedbacks, learning as she goes from others with more experience. Despite everything that happened to her, sheā€™s still here, fighting and standing. I know she can be the anchor I need in my life. 3/4

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She is hardworking, and never hesitate to push herself to her limits to make her dreams come true. An inspiration for me who was always quick to give up. Weā€™re sharing amazing moments watching Dr Who together. She cares about her family unconditionally and is a nice person. 2/4

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Will have to do this three times as I have three partners currently. And all of them are amazing in their own way. Here we go 1/4

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And all this time I just thought I was a nice person-pleaser, good-natured, always happy to help kind of girl. But now that you put it that way, it makes sense šŸ¤” Time to go back to introspection and questioning.

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Not a witch, but as a fae whoā€™s watching Dr Who with my girlfriend, Iā€™m in this post, and I canā€™t argue against it.

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Met a trans masc friend online. Never ever suspected it until I got to meet him irl. Started researching the subject to not be rude or say anything that could hurt him. Ended up transitioning myself less than a year after, finally having found an answer to many questions I had about myself.

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Iā€™m borrowing this one. Love the pun, and thatā€™s such a good noun. And maybe itā€™ll help some find it xD

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I would give my eyes to be replaced by buttons for this book. Coraline has been an inspiration since I saw the movie on a random evening on tv. I had no idea what it was about, but i donā€™t regret sticking to watch it. On day Iā€™ll take the time to read the book. Would be amazing to read this one.

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And another wasted day of not doing much and not resting either because the pile of things to do is looming over me, as well as the dreaded Monday, stopping me from having a relaxed time while I waste hours on FFXIV instead of writing or doing chores. Hoping next week will be calm.

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Iā€™m so tired of spending whole days stuck in my own head. Yesterday again. I woke up to a bad interaction with someone, which made me shut down and stay in my head, with this interaction playing on loop, not letting me get any mental rest. With chores on top, I feel like yesterday didnā€™t exist.

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Quote post with a ghost (haiku) šŸ‘» One amongst many Born in a lightless abyss Fight on, little ghost (Iā€™m no visual artist but I wanted to participate, so Iā€™ll pretend a haiku from a few years ago counts)

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Wanna meet āœØcute girlsāœØ? I know some friends who are very cute and amazing. (For real though, this is a joke, never give in to the pressure of having to find someone because other tells you to. Wait to meet the right person)

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I havenā€™t written anything in a few days because I got so overwhelmed and couldnā€™t find the energy for it. But you know what, thatā€™s ok. Iā€™ll give myself the time to recover to find a better balance with everything and once Iā€™m back, Iā€™ll write. I wonā€™t let the dread stops me again. Iā€™ll push on.

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Thanks for the reminder. I needed to hear that lately. Iā€™ll make sure to work on it and take the time it needs for me to achieve those. And maybe one day Iā€™ll finally get my bed done. But priorities first.

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I made this Pride flag using only NASA images and our team thought it would be cool to share on social (I work on the NASA heliophysics communications team), but it's getting all sorts of hate on the bird app and Fbook. Thought y'all might be more appreciative of it here. ā˜ŗļøšŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆšŸ’–

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Thatā€™s amazing. Beautiful and awesome. Happy pride to everyone. And donā€™t let the hate get to you, some people are just so unhappy with themselves that they canā€™t appreciate anything anymore and fill their life with hate for others.

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It wasnā€™t as bad as bullying, but yeah, got turned off from sharing some stuff because of such reactions. And despite trying to break free of it now, it still happens and it only reinforce that trauma.

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Reskeet with how old you are, using a vague proxy: Iā€™m as old as the oldest website.

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And Iā€™m now awake again, after something like 5h of sleep, about to dive back into learning a new technology for work for which I understand close to nothing, and I have no motivation for. I wish everyone a better Monday than mine.

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Iā€™m sorry to hear you had to go through that. Their life must really suck to attack you like that, but thatā€™s no excuse for being a piece of shit. Youā€™re valid, youā€™re amazing, no matter what a small vocal minority might say. Keep being yourself.

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Ahahahahā€¦ it didnā€™t last long. I woke up at 3:30 am, in a panic attack, stayed up for the next 3h and spend one of them fighting against my guts trying to kill me. What a great start of the week.

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Sadly, for writing positions Iā€™ve been looking at to make it a career, they seem to expect from me to have learned it in school, and a meagre portfolio of short stories cause I donā€™t have time to write more yet isnā€™t cutting it. I wonā€™t give up though. One day Iā€™ll make it.

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Today was a good day. I managed to do some stuff, rest, take a good relaxing bath, and write a bit. Iā€™m dreading tomorrow morning when Iā€™ll get through the ā€œeverything I wrote yesterday is horrible and I should trash it allā€ phase, but thatā€™s for future me to take care of. For now, Iā€™m happy.

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You can ask me anything. I'm an open book. The book:

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Late night gremlins are getting to me hard today. I spent way longer than I should have trying to fix things that are still not working today. And Iā€™m spent. Exhausted. Itā€™s already Saturday evening, and I have yet to start my weekend. Couldnā€™t even find the time to do the writing I was supposed to

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Maybe I should take the monetary loss and get that sick leave for a time and come back to work once Iā€™m rested? Itā€™s the one I want to do the least, but have to do the most. Why is life so hard?

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Finding time to read, building an habit of writing for half an hour every other day to get a portfolio rolling, piano lesson once a weekā€¦ I donā€™t want or canā€™t stop any. I want to write so I can one day publish something. Work pays the bills. The house wonā€™t run itself. Reading is my last escape.

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I already stopped streaming for the foreseeable future, I took some distance with discord, and itā€™s still not enough to catch up on everything else life is throwing at me. Work, mental load from running the house and taking care of my recovering roommate, being there for my LDR partnersā€¦

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Yesterday I had a piano lesson which left me exhausted in half an hour of trying to remember the notes. And after that, my therapist suggested I get a sick leave to get some real rest. I donā€™t want to have to give up on yet another thing I love because it drains me and I canā€™t balance correctly.

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Yesterday been a day, exhausting, disheartening, stressful. But I got to feel good about my look before going to bed and this tiny bit stuck with me through the night and was the first thing to greet me in the morning. Today is going to be a better day.

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Not an author myself yet (working on that), but Iā€™ll be sure to follow whoever ends up in this thread. Iā€™ve been craving some queer writing lately.

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