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Integrable Lena

@leadvest.bsky.social

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(She/Her) I like girls who like girls, and I love my wife. I'm a self taught technician(pardon my English), turned uni. student. I'm starting to wake up, and I'm realizing: I'm free now, I don't have to hide my joy, I can get invested in living.


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Found some old mac and cheese in the fridge, hope I don't die.

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A legend, amongst the myriad students, of Onanism.

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Mike's Rectal Covid Test.

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Mike's Fertile Kombucha.

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As much as I'd like to be negative, about existing organizations, and power structures. Deep down I know, the real solution I have access to, is to plan out, and build new systems.

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Dirac's allegory of the cave.

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I'm no good at putting my ideas into words so anytime I collaborate with someone I end up making a lot of quick little thumbnails and sketches.

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In my experience, it's easier to self therapy, than seek accommodation. In most organizations, there is no avenue for accountability, let a alone disability awareness. Even admitting to needing help will often only, lead to ridicule, and exclusion.

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White is such an unforgiving colour, when it comes to nail polish.

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Looks like people might prefer quote posts to not give a notification/be disabled if replies are turned off.

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Unhinged, that after ten years of partnership. It was a season 7 episode of X-Files, that prompted me, to introduce Nietzschean concepts to my wife.

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i knew youd be the type of girl to be into those weird biology professors who bring whale bones to class

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My Gender: The shape of an L on her forehead.

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My gender isn't fluid, it's more of a solid, feels like an amorphous solid, with sharp edges, and repeating, curved, irregular features. Brittle, and hard. Although there are soft spots if you know where to look. It's expressed through the embodied cognition of my life, and my internal relationship.

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Total Trust - Mental Health: Threshold Assessment Only answer, if you are comfortable sharing. Survival: Victory Trauma: Total Surrender Depression: Nascent, Pyrrhic Victory Outward Hatred: Minor Skirmishes Self Hatred: Ongoing War Outward Compassion: Blundered Inward Compassion: Nascent, Victory

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Mea culpa? Tua culpa. Kia tulpa, vehicular manslaughter!

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I was doing the dishes, and I started thinking about how to make a holographic hair treatment again. A physical diffraction grating imprint, of etch mask, on a hair iron might work. Idk, seems like yet another project, that'll inevitably end up on the back burner.

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Sometimes I have to be told, that I love something, before I can internalize it.

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I'm three impulses in a trench coat.

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I believe in the destructive power of family.

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Can someone explain to me the difference between neoliberal, and conservative?

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I've seen the experimental evidence, I know unidirectional filing is fine. I still prefer the plane control, sound, and swarf behaviour, of lift filing.

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I'm for consciousness being something that is always in flux, and against treatment of any old fool as a prophet. The text itself, is no where near as important as the sum of interpretations of subtext, but most things don't require that much thought. My being upset is dependant on my context.

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1. Carcassonne 2. Carcassonne 3. Dominion Been looking for a copy of Stratego to offset the three copies of Risk.

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I guess it's one of those "why do I have blood under my fingernails?" kind of mornings.

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"Call me a crackpot, but I cured my autism by microboofing naphthalene." - is not on my bingo card.

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You know what, forget the rest of the story. My dude needs therapy.

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I, just don't want, to talk about this, anymore, it's just ennuibate.

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It was the twelfth day since Jove went to convene with the Ethiopians, and the Argives still sought vindication through the return of Helen. In those times, we needed only prize, and virtue.

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When I think of Vonnegut, I think about the oak tree on the grassy hill where we'll all meet one day.

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They gave her lore for here zeroth birthday, and possibly a pathological response to the color of a stained carpet.

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Thinking about a cartridge agnostic armaments, with apeture mechanism barrels. Probably have to taper the bore down to create an impression formed seal. Uh, this is the first time I've thought about combustion since I learned geometric calculus. Apparently I can do gun calculus now??? Badly, but wth

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No, but, if I'm not purposely vague, it'll open me up to valid criticism.

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As a, predestined to be unfunny individual. To append any further confusion, I'm committing to exclusion, of any attempt at communication involving: toxic positivity, or friendly negativity. I appreciate your understanding in this matter.

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i will not let my womanhood be defined by suffering

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You are the stars reflected in a golden mirror. Tell me your story.

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X-Files is about how life, and love worth striving for, exists outside our bubble of comfort. That truth is an unknown unknown, which becomes obvious once it's proven. It's about perception of reality unfolding in layers, the better we understand the world, the more enriching perception becomes.

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There is no use case at the potential cost of development, but it's fun to think about.

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Today wasn't supposed to be a brainstorming day. But I just had an idea for an active array, made up of layered potential conic magnetrons. On three faces of a cubic volume, given an items spacial RI Fourier, which may be determined if the system is reversible, it could be an arbitrary optical trap.

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That's the process, prune and rebuild.

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That's my point here. Do what YOU can. Other people do what they can. Everyone cleans up their tiny corner. Everyone pulls the tiny lever they can pull. We all do this. Don't you see? That's the *point*. We all have to do what small things we can. Do not despair. Do not, I beg of you, despair.

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