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David Forum
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well i have no idea how that went. very weird energetically but we all had fun. but also…. idk. almost threw out the threesome concept but couldn’t quite get myself to lol.
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David Forum
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i’m so sexy and swagalicious, god bless me
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David Forum
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this woman and her bf are here lol trying to be chill
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David Forum
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bout to roll up to the function in a ladies matching pajama set
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David Forum
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thinking about what kind of women’s underwear i wanna start getting for myself
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David Forum
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no it was r rated today, you can’t show that one to kids
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The Fourth of July is traditionally celebrated with a feast at which monks are not allowed ("bar-bhikkhu")
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David Forum
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then she dropped by just now and straight jumped me lol ok wtf are we doing here
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she kept telling me how good i smell and i knew it was going down like the titanic
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a friend came over to take care of me and we ended up making out for like three hours lmao so i got that going for me
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smiling cuz i talked to my ex girlfriend for literally no joke five consecutive hours today after initially thinking she would not be open to being friends again. so now im going to visit her, in new york, which a bunch of people are going to try to get upset about, only to discover i do not care.
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David Forum
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925-3 etc etc?
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David Forum
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i will overcome and grow stronger as always but right now it’s a lot of really hard lessons about self respect and protection and valuing my trust and the gifts i have to give people, if they prove themselves capable of receiving them, and only then.
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and then being so betrayed by the person i chose to love and trust the most, as a conscious aware adult man, in the exact same way i already allowed and forgave and tried to fix for the perpetrators so many damn millions of times. really the cherry on top of a sense that i’m doing everything wrong.
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he laid a rose so beautifully and gently and tenderly across my slippers after he put them on the altar where i usually keep flowers. he opened my notebook devoted to recording my experiences with my mentor in healing and drew a shitty representation of something i put down there. it is so fucked.
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David Forum
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idk i’m here alone in a space i was working very intentionally to consecrate that has now been so thoroughly desecrated that i don’t know if i will ever feel safe or at home here again. my bed was fucked in, my laundry was done, he was cooking a steak for me when he was arrested.
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David Forum
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standing here eating over the sink getting mad that my crazy stalker didn’t have the energy to fix my dripping faucet. that’s where we are at.
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David Forum
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the good thing is i left from that place i thought was sacred and that person who i was so wrong about in every way and found my way to a very old friend’s house who extended a true welcome and held me and witnessed me in a way that allowed me to remember what is possible if love and trust are real!
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David Forum
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yea though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for thou art the lord, and thy rod and they staff are comfort to me. or something like that
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basically it sucks so fucking bad that i am strongly considering simply leaving this place and never coming back. i feel like i could be going crazy except that everyone i actually trust is telling me that the evidence for all this is real. im back at my house experiencing fear and trembling.
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i stayed with a new friend and they extended a warm welcome and sensed how fucked up what i’m dealing with is and decided that room wasn’t actually available anymore. so i went to my partners house cause she came back from far to help me and she violently physically and sexually assaulted me
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so many blessings upon you. no matter how long it takes, the realization of the way is holy and noble and sacred. be proud of yourself and take credit for continuing to look until you found what looked like the truth to you, and also actually is true ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
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David Forum
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how many times do i have to watch myself do this before i realize i really do not like it like AT ALL
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David Forum
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why did god have to make kendrick go so hard. they didnt have to do that. so wild and flagrant. feels like a severe demand to do more!
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guess i’m in an abusive relationship? idk what is going on with my life right now. i cannot take any more things. please lord if you’re listening just can we slow the pace a tiny bit.
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David Forum
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tell me more! i love to hear that!
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David Forum
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it’s cool to experience sexual violence from your partner at this late age
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David Forum
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some of my finest work in gratitude for hospitality during a difficult time
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David Forum
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it’s SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NUTS
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David Forum
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it’s mondo fucked in so many fucking levels, including my partner being super unsupportive and selfish. i am cared for and ensconced with positive loving people though.
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David Forum
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underrated S and G track
open.spotify.com/track/7pz0Ho...
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David Forum
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ty
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David Forum
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not trying to hear this shit, this dude might kill me, i had to flee my house. fuck off with this.
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David Forum
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🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
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David Forum
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so life is altogether good even if a psycho violated me and my gf is being a shithead about if
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David Forum
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getting sexy videos from the songstress and i almost forgot how fucking transcendently gorgeous she is lol
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i can’t wait until there’s a finished version i’m allowed to share because it is truly, whether it was about anyone, one of the most beautiful and sacred sentiments i’ve ever seen expressed
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an old friend turned beloved recently and wrote me a song today and i have always wanted to have that and it’s so much more beautiful than i ever could have imagined it being. so taking the good with the bad.
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vibes becoming less binary daily
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propitiating spirits
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sometimes only kanye will do and i’m sorry he’s a stupid asshole but god damn this hits. god damn! talk that talk man!!!
open.spotify.com/track/19a3Jf...
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this is so mondo fucked, i am fleeing my own home like a thief in the night with so many items and objects and clothes and vase and flowers and just contemplating not knowing when i can come back and my partner is far away and being shitty and it’s just like. can you not. this is already a lot.
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David Forum
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working on it
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David Forum
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RIGHT? WHATTTTTTY THE FUCK
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🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡 yes. and cameras and probably some other shit. i HATE THAT though and it feels really wrong. so i have to sit with it. but doors locked for the foreseeable.
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David Forum
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he’s been coming in for a while i think. i don’t lock my doors because i trust god. this is kind of rocking me in multiple ways.
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David Forum
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in terms of my safety it wasn’t known to them the extent of what was going on here since they couldn’t know what all he had done in the house and what was me. they’re upgrading it burglary but he’s on the streets. i generally do not approve of detention and on the other hand do not feel safe
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David Forum
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they came and took him away today while i was not here cause he took my neighbors food and they texted me being like your friend aaron is so nice! and i said who the FUCK is aaron. so when he was here today they called 5-0 and they removed him and cited him for trespass.
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