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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 06, 2024 at 04:17 UTC

i get prettier with every new gray hair

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 18:30 UTC

There's no way to de-thousand-yards your stare from what I understand. I have to find a way to recontextualize my eyes so that it's obvious that I'm doomed instead of feral or whatever.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 18:27 UTC

Asked my ex why they were into me and they went "I thought you had really intense, hungry eyes, but it turns our you were just super haunted by being shot at a lot, but at the time I was sure you were going to give me an intense experience." It's settled. I'm going to wear sunglasses.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 18:26 UTC

I only attract men that want to be called good boy and women that want me to kill them. It's time to change my life entirely. New personality time. New clothes. New year. New me.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 18:10 UTC

Called someone a neonate at work thanks to you

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 18:05 UTC

We have a will-they-won't-they thing going on but for relapsing, which is a type of friendship most people don't get to have. Blessed to be one year sober with a fuckin weirdo backing me up.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 05, 2024 at 17:59 UTC

Part of going to narcanon is meeting an AA girl who becomes your sidekick. If I'd known this was possible i would've gone sooner.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 04, 2024 at 01:56 UTC

"that doesn't make sense, why would someone do that" dawg i been askin myself the same question my whole fuckin life. turns out the only real answer, as my dear and beloved friend said infinitely better than i ever could, is to get sober, find a gun.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 04, 2024 at 01:54 UTC

I am not like this because of nothing. I have been attacked enough to warrant my immensely rigid and arrogant personality. I earned my hard-to-love exterior. I got that when I survived all that death I survived.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 04, 2024 at 01:52 UTC

Told a coworker about the time a guy tried to kill me and my friend for being trans outside and he kept searching for a deeper context that would make that make sense. My guy, they hate us because we're alive.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 20:26 UTC

my grandmother is watching me get chased out of home depots from up in heaven and smiling, no doubt in my mind

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 20:25 UTC

brought all the groceries inside for my grandmother as a child so i could double buck out of lowes as an adult

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 17:37 UTC

if you live in my city and hear barking and screaming in the late evening/early night, that's me and my loved ones bitch

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 17:36 UTC

Every trans person i work with barks and howls and screams together after a shift. Nobody did that before i showed up. You gotta make community happen with your stupid fuckin body. With your tweaker heart.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 17:35 UTC

Me and my work homie go into the break room and scream like we're on fire when our breaks sync up and everybody has come to understand that this is just how we are. Just two queers in their late 20s/early 30s howling painfully and shaking their heads like dogs.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 00:34 UTC

I'm the cutest little construction worker, you have to let me stand in traffic for you.

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cass @melt.bsky.social [ View ] Jul 03, 2024 at 00:34 UTC

Applied for a job flagging and when they asked about my experience in the interview I turned around and showed them the bandana in my left pocket.

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