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Jess, Beginning of the Hamantha K. Arc

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She/her Failing the Turing test since 1983 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️


Jess, Beginning of the Hamantha K. Arc's avatar Jess, Beginning of the Hamantha K. Arc @squarewave.bsky.social
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I show that Simpsons clip to my three gen z teenagers every time they give me shit for being chronically millennial.

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The Signal State - Puzzle/ Logic sim based around analog signal manipulation Grim Dawn - Action RPG with tons of builds, continually updated and expanded upon for almost a decade Xenotilt/Demon's Tilt - Sci-fi and Gothic Horror 16-bit Genesis inspired pinball games, incredible FM synth soundtracks

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I Was a Teenage Exocolonist - Lifesim / Visual novel which is queer and weird and kind of intense, tooooons of different endings and story paths. Bingle Bingle - Balatro but for roulette (the) Gnorp Apologue - Surprisingly active idle/clicker game with a quirky theme

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mx elle is eepy's avatar mx elle is eepy @ellearmageddon.bsky.social
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i want to add: if you’ve stopped masking for whatever reason, you can start again. it makes spaces more accessible, it helps preserve your health and the health of the people around you. it’s a tiny action you can take to make the world safer.

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i have been that person on three occasions that I remember bathtubs are cold and a nice place to snooze if one is overheated at house party

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It's got to be buckethead

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i was going to do drugs tonight but it just didn't work out. now, Im going to do the next best thing, sort and organize all of my fasteners into a new container system. the night is young and I thirst for ultimate satisfaction

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my local pharmacy isn’t stocking covid tests anymore and those are pretty much the only reason i’m able to somewhat safely socialize indoors so. 🙃 not loving the whole “squeeze disabled people out of society” thing we’ve got going on atm

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health portions as an oily cinnamon heart flavored cough syrup mana/blue as a very light effervescent menthol/eucalyptus stamina/green as caffeinated pinesol love/charisma artificially sweeted MDMA syrup generally, I think of potions as having unctuous textures and very strong "chemical" flavours

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I saw "I Saw the TV Glow" tonight. I could have been Owen, fuck, I -was- Owen for a long time, I was so close to just stuffing it all back in inside. I felt... ...15 minutes of fumbling and retyping sentences Damn it, I wish I could get my thoughts out in writing. Movie good, strongly resonates.

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🫂 I've just started answering "Awful and none at all"

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looks like things are getting a little out of hand on the island today

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YES THEY SHOULD *stares in citrus allergy*

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it'll happen one day!

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huh that makes so much sense

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whelp it's only been seven months since I picked up a paint brush, time to dip my toes back in. Started painting this model from gazminis as a warm up before I start on some long gestating parts of my back log.

#nerdlings

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Folks with ME/CFS since before the pandemic were raising awareness about this in early 2020. Yes, studies are good, but let's not forget to give credit where credit is due. Also: We've already had four whole years to prepare for this, none of this should be a surprise.

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yay, birthday the 41st today. pro: it's a prime number, I'm not dead cons: innumerable

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Crying myself to sleep from a mountain of stress, what a great way to spend the night before my birthday.

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Mask bans are strategies of oppression. The bans will first harm disabled, queer, and BIPOC communities. But it’ll cost the rest of you your health and freedom eventually. Disability justice is for everyone; we either die young or live long enough to become disabled. Resist the bans. Wear an n95.

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A Korg ESX-1 in the background, nice!

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being able to defend against someone powerstancing hitachis is purely a skill issue, nothin' OP about it.

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*monkey paw curls* victim in body horror movie about aching purulent lesions instead of carapaces, slime and useful appendages

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sounds delicious

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When I dump the last half of the broth in the risotto pot and put the lid on to let it finish, I swear that I can sense yet another death warrant being signed for me in the cellar of some shady restaurant in Italy.

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I was convinced to ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ paddleboarding a go by my lovely wife today. See me in my standard the-sun-cant-touch-me-attire cackling about how ridiculous I must look. Not pictured is how soaking wet my pants are because this thing barely has the boyancy to keep me up 😅

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I'll never not post this when the call goes out for something red

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big same, this is my standard bsky experience as of late

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🤯🤯🤯

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Happy Pride Month to everyone else who is also chronically ill and high risk and unable to participate in Pride Month festivities because folks won't mask. I see you. Your love is still valid. And to everyone else who can safely attend events this month, please mask up.

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the funny part is that I'm very much the opposite, like, I can't be or sleep in a dark place or I will hallucinate like crazy and have always had extremely vivid mental imagery. However, I never had a view of myself until a few months into HRT, just one day it was there, it was shocking and glorious

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Slam the banhammer down him.

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1) Not having panic attacks every single night. Once I figured my shit out they just stopped. 2) Boobs. 3) Being able to mentally see myself. It was like a fucking thunderclap, realizing I had never had a mind's eye view of myself to just being able to see myself in my head whenever was wild.

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I've hit the point where I need time or money or both to progress further and I have, and am unlikely to have for quite awhile, enough of either. It sucks and I'm just trying to find some sort of succor in what has worked out well.

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However, negative emotions now route to their proper endpoints (grief, fear, etc) instead of all of them pointing to anger. Overall, I'm less angry even if the angry moments are of a much greater intensity.

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Nope, Exact opposite for me. The depth of absolute fury I can feel would have been incomprehensible to me in the before times. It's like a lighter against the sun. I feel -in- the anger in a way that I would never had before.

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"Doc, I have a special request, no gloves and don't wash anything"

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i loved listening to The Shadow as a kid but it has aged like raw chicken on a hot summer day. The intro line still fucking slaps though

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_square.wave_ it's pretty much just the models I paint or build, but it's something

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I graduated in 2001, in Canada so nothing. we did an evacuation drill in my grade 11 year, fall of 1999, that didn’t mention fire or earthquake and was strangely orchestrated and kind of tense and sombre.

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Future Retro 777. reskeet with a picture of your most fun synthesizer.