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⚰️ one well-prepared dead guy • 死ぬまで生きてました • draws only @nullphy.bsky.social • 30↑丨ENG丨日本語少しだけ• FUB🆓 • I don’t want to get better, I want to get worse

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I HAD THE SAME THOUGHT

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Werner Herzog directing a Maybelline ad: Perhaps she is born with it. What a frightful notion, to be imbued with the fetters of capitalist commodification from birth. It suggests God Himself is a part of our dreadful pattern instead of a refuge from it.

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💞

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rusty tokikai doodle

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I made a Cara, despite being a massive imposter, if only to have a place where I can just look at pictures instead of reading text I’m tired of reading text. I’m @/nullphysics there if you want to have yet another place to follow me that I may or may not forget to post to.

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Me too

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Sankaku Mado no Sotogawa wa Yoru/The Night Beyond the Tricornered Window fanart

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I feel so disconnected, I can’t concentrate on anything

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That or I just fucking can’t get out of rarepair hell no matter what lol

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I don’t have a lot of cis leaning pairings I get interested in so when it happens I like to think about what about them adds it to the collection. Likely it boils down the dynamic, doesn’t matter the gender or sex haha

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Also funny out of the BL focus I latched onto the girl and her bodyguard as the interesting relationship I want to investigate under a microscope

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I was on a mini true crime cult doc bender and it was interestingly kinda related, funny how that works

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I just watched then read The Night Beyond the Tricornered Window, manga def was the better experience but glad I did both

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HELLO

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Mmmmmmgmgjhhhfhghghghhf

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Funny thing about Fafner, is that I DID watch it, and I remember enjoying it, but I can honestly not remember anything about it. Did the same with Mirai Nikki lol. IBO I also dropped but at like the last ten episode mark, so I get you lol

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Saint Seiya too is close to my heart. I really am just gonna go back and rewatch stuff I already like, I know it haha

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I have!! Love that one a lot. Might have an oav or two I haven’t seen yet that I could look for tho

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I still keep up with hajime no ippo after I let it accumulate many chapters. I’ve left Gundam X and GaoGaiGar on hold but I could try and finish those to fill the void lol

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Oof too many. I’m pretty flexible when it comes to genre. If I drew fanart I probably obsessed over it. Gundam series, code geass, anything by Naoki Urasawa, Banana Fish, the most recent series I inhaled was Dungeon Meshi, which I enjoyed but didn’t spark that endless fanart part of my brain

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Nah I’ll read/watch ongoing! But I haven’t tried out dai dark yet, so that’s a good suggestion!

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I desperately need another anime/manga series to be obsessed with

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I’ve had the same experience lol

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I’ve got quite a few doc appointments coming up and I don’t wanna do them but I will I guess idk

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sorry, i've been looking at this image multiple times now and can't get this out of my head, so: here's sickos spider-man

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Playing Destiny 2 all day….the things I’ll do for an all black shader orz

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WHAT the HELL am I DOING

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What the hell am I doing lol

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Relatable

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OCs Jowy and Kanashisha doodle while waiting for work, this is how far I got. Lots of my middle school OCs were based off of other characters, I didn’t even change Jowy’s name lol. Can you guess what mid-90s anime/manga Kanashisha came from?

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Ok just really need to not be on any social medias truly the best thing would be to nuke it all but I’m not strong enough

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Some FF16 sketches (bandaid on my feelings)

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Do I dare return to Elden ring

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Go to sleep, me

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I gotta sleep I’ve got work tomorrowww but I’m up with an intrusive fanart idea that I definitely can’t do right now

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Once again considering playing fe3h just for the reuenthal and mittermeyer expys

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I do not wish to return to work tomorrow

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It’s the future, it’s here

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I’m still interested in rigging a vtuber…semi related on the fence on what mcbook I want next. I have a gaming pc though that I could work on if needed. I just hate drawing on it

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Finally finished Alan Wake 2, after i removed all storytelling tension by collecting absolutely everything I could before the no return point loll

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Also it doesn’t matter anyway

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I want to draw but my brain is empty

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The desire to throw an electronic into the bathtub

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Lovely

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