This is so real. I’ve reported on this over the years in many forms. Coral reef scientists. Conservationists caring for endlings. Public health workers in the pandemic. Journalists covering all the above. The people bearing witness are not okay.
So many of us are bearing witness. For anyone in doubt, Olafur Eliasson’s glacier melt series is on display in Brussels, and shows the changes in Iceland over just 20 years (1999-2019)
Thank you for seeing this and for being someone who bears witness. Having someone else acknowledge one’s moral injury & grief helps. Don’t Look Up captures this feeling of impotence within a culture of ignorance so well. While watching it mid-pandemic, my physician husband and I felt seen finally.
After teaching undergrad climate science classes for years, it became clear I only had one main message for these hopeful groups of 18yos: we know what's happening. We know what to do about it. And the people in power won't do it.
I started helping non-violent environmental activists in 90's with medical support (I'm a trauma psychiatrist). Even with successes such as Headwaters Forest, my peeps increasingly mourn what is disappearing before them...all too often exactly what they had warned of long before.
Endling trauma.
I don’t disagree with either of you, but as @katharinehayhoe.com and Rebecca Solnit keep reminding us, we don’t have the luxury of being pessimistic about our future, because despair favors inaction.
As an environmental scientist, I can confirm.
It's a mix of anger and desolation.
We did all we could, we got the data, we see the increasing signs, why don't they listen?
And also, why they do not respect all the year I dedicated to this?
1/2 How can you be okay when you‘ve been witnessing the (ongoing) gaslighting around this virus and at the same time seeing how many people died and got disabled from it? I had high hopes that after this #MECFS and #LongCovid would get enough funding to finally find a treatment.
Grief over things already lost
Grief over things that cannot now be saved
Grief over things that could be saved, but that one can see will not be saved.
I’ve also heard this amongst historians - you feel like you’re telling the same stories over and over, the medicalisation of normality for profit, eugenics, othering, genocide. I know people who’ve withdrawn from policy & pub eng because it feels so futile and depressing.
If you want to know why I support #landback, it's not primarily for reparative justice (though that is a reason), it's primary so colonized lands could be returned to the people who will best take care of it.
It’s not as serious as the climate crisis, but I know many of us in the communities who’ve been warning about the rise of fascism amongst the tech/finance tycoons, especially those who control social media, have gone through similar trauma. We can get media to report, but no action.
Drug policy researchers might be interesting comparison. Years of being told to their faces that their findings are politically unacceptable, while deaths pile up.
It's true. Working in a hospital was surreal when people just decided they were done caring about the spread. We all just knew what it meant for us from a workload standpoint, and could do nothing about it.
There's a reason we're almost all still so short staffed
Apathy, agency, and emergence are the intersecting aspects I sometimes think. How to fight apathy, feel agency and trust emergence. I think science communicators are critical because scientists sometimes think the facts speak for themselves but humans don’t do things based on facts.
oceans boiling. fish dying. our oxygen, too. ice melting, cities drowning. fires, fuckin' fire everywhere.
and what we doing? havin' world war 3!
we'll be mid punch stopped by frozen daggers and hotter 'n lava, world disappeared under our feet! FUCKIN FIRE!!
Even for non-scientist, environmentally-aware ppl, when you've voted based on environmental policy for 25+ years and essentially nothing gets done, even when green(er) candidates win... it's hard to see the point of anything...
When i was a prof my lab studied biodiversity loss. as i was switching my research focus to human food webs i started getting sick. A few years later i had severe #mecfs. Co-founding @remissionbiome with @tessfalor.bsky.social has if anything increased the toll exponentially. Endlings.
As a person whose profession is at the intersection of conservation and public health, this is so real. It’s exhausting and demoralizing.
And we cannot wait for Gen Z to get the power to save us. That’s decades too late. More needs doing now, but we’re all so tired and disempowered. 💔
This sentence says it all: „you have enough info from us“. Unlike those scientists big oil uses actual science (psychology, marketing, etc) to convince people. Scientists don’t, they just bombard the audience with boring facts. If scientists would also use science it would be very different.
Me, too. The most traumatic accounts that stick with me were bat biologists coming upon hibernacula where white nose syndrome had wiped out whole colonies, and marine biologists travelling on bottom trawlers doing research on bycatch.