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yes!

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HE CALLED MONICA ZAFTIG! IN THE “NEWS”!! motherfucker he’s so fucking lucky he’s trapped in the tv box thing or i would punch him

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bacon and on and on and on

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ajab includes dredd

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good night weirdos! having the doggo home means i may sleep tonight!

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i should be applying to SSDI and Medicare… but i keep hoping i’ll recover any day. i have COBRA which is super expensive but i have maxed out my deductibles for the years. *thank whomever*, long term disability insurance which is pretty great. i can’t imagine how hard it must be to not have that.

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sorry anytime tapper comes up I need to remind everyone that he is only national bc he had a (1) date with monica lewinsky

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also, RA and SLE really really suck and i am so sorry. i hope you are in a position to have good doctors & insurance. this shit is hard enough, having to fight for help, or go bankrupt paying for it is such utter bullshit. really wish LC was enough for everyone to want m4a…

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I accidentally skipped my POTs meds for like a week, had my full faint happen today. was outside, opened the door, ac hit me and i woke up. made me realize how much my meds really do help. i used to just pre-syncope stuff only after the shower, temp changes, standing up fast. my meds really help!

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i see a research specialist in POTs, she said pretty flatly that LC is going to result in cures we never thought we would have. much like the vaccine pushed mRNA dev, LC will likewise cause new treatments that also work for other immune response diseases. its feels so weird to feel good abt that.

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(my body seems to reject the best treatments for my ra, biologics and it is so fucking heartbreaking. i get a few pain free months, a fucking miracle, look at me, tying my own shoes! and then… i get a flare up and i don’t quite recover fully, then another flare until the $1800/m shit wears off. 😖

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wouldn’t it be cool if bird flu gave you wings? think of all the money you’d save on Red Bull

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and hpv vax! hpv can cause cancer! i have seen too much of both, they can both suck eggs!

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i have lost who it is that said which, but i am glad to see that we all agree both are bad and that bird flu is the most fun disease (flying is awesome).

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thanks it is awful! even having it, i still can’t bring myself to think it is worse than cancer tho. not all cancers obvi. in some narrow ways it is worse, like it is easily communicable. but those are outweighed by things like we have prophylactics! hypothetically, we could even make it go away.

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surely. my doctors all believe that already. i started having RA as a teen after a hospitalization due to Epstein Barr, that is too coincidental to ignore in my head… (i hope you had access to hydro chloroquine, my partner has lupus too and ugh, it was harder to find than my vyvanse is now!)

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i know we got here from diarrhehaw but now i am hungry

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(if you have ever seen my skeets i am nearly 100% snarky but i kinda want to engage a bit on this as i have been trying to recalibrate my scale of “how bad this is” lately.)

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in this way i don’t think covid and cancer are all that different. my LC presents as at least 3 different diseases. had i not gotten it in Mar ‘20 i likely would had vaccine. failing that i would have gotten paxlovid. if thru that i *still* got LC, i still have treatments (near cures) for 2 of 3.

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also? “joke”? it’s so stupid the “joke” is that i just type random shit? is her i always come up with a way to wedge in typing the word diarhhea—disneyeia—dysenteria—hot frothy shit for no reason? hardly a joke

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my partner has similar sensitivity that is pretty intense. sorry, it too is miserable to my layperson’s ear you sound like you—if you are willing and can find a practitioner of ISTDP—might get relief it’s short term, not intended forever. really helped me a lot. wish my insurance was accepted😤

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i love that palace intrigue at the Vatican is back with a vengeance. one minute he’s having regular group meetings with trans sex workers and the next article he’s dropping f bombs… there’s cliques, traitors and everything

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she… seems to think there’s a cure for cancer? i was mostly offline today, but a cure for cancer certainly seems push notification worthy.

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i am so sorry. lived like that for about a year after getting shot at, it is miserable. i was so close to leaving the city, but an insurance mostly change, meant new therapist and got fixed, still have that feeling around guns, had to drop therapist. i hope you are in a position to get good help.

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this is still my fave for reals, even if it ruins my other running joke of never being able to spell dairy.

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on second thought, sleep is where the nightmares are kept

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oooh my second meme

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this is one of my fave random culture facts. the best character in “for all mankind” is based on a woman who some believe was the babooshka lady at the jfk assassination.

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you people are all “i got two wolves in me!”. just think for a second dummies! if that were true where would they poop?

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fuck your heat pump and remember masssave will give MA residents up to 16k to replace your old inefficient system!

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my god the farts are out of this world. please send the national guard

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i kinda can’t believe we live in a world where i can walk into a STORE and buy an ounce of mid but good enough weed for a hundo. if you told 16 year old me that i would ask when the revolution was gonna come. it’s wild.

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wish i could get a local grower connect, some days i don’t want the convenience, i want to like, be in touch with the process… and also feel like a law breaking hippie freak again

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i had one recently where i was like blah blah blah “ — wait, why did i say that? what were we talking about again?” and my partner was like “i haven’t said anything since you entered the room” and i died from the violence

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27%? is that even real? dammmmn. i got a 23 with 2% terps for 25 for a 3.5 and thought i was getting a steal! (frankly i prefer the 19% and 1.8% terps for 16 i picked up the same day! even did a blind taste test)

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outside the doc is interesting, it’s been a long time since i have thought about how that works. the “root” is just a list of urns to all be transcluded together? that doesn’t feel right… Wikipedia hole incoming…

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imagine how easy it would be for ai to scrape though! bi-directional links, links to spans of words pointing to the bits other folks are using in their docs via transclusion! so it’s probably important! oh and native versioning! (honestly, some of this was my fear with semweb)

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seriously read this and then *try* to read Ted’s rebuttal and … i choose to believe he was a visionary born before his time, and that’s why he kinda seems like he’s maybe under medicated? i honestly don’t know how to put it nicely… thanks for “jumplinks” tho! (this article is a great read still!)

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30 years later and there is a very primitive demo from 2014. i don’t say this out of friendship with him: Tim was right

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and ted nelson! i just reread curse of Xanadu after this discussion… i am loving this return of folks to thinking about the web again more vigorously.

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heh, just as i am about to open a new tab for “when was cnn founded” i decided to read on. anyway, i want search to be a card catalog, not a book, is that so bad? (why is everyone talking about “as we think” lately, i swear i heard nothing about memex since early 2000s, but lately it’s everywhere)

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i think it’s definitely around the time where i would want them going full steam. this “no one pays attention until after Labor Day” thing isn’t true anymore.

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(also high, sorry if that makes no sense)

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ajab includes dredd

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yeah! honestly, i was ok with it bc nothing trump was saying was sticking, so why make a story out of something if it’s not moving the voters you need, ya know? Streisand effect at swing state level. let trump self destruct too.this at least is really worth combatting as it’s moving voters all over.

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(wait, but did karl urban do something? i like him! he must be a creep!)

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did we end up crossing the streams? i also was kind of fucking around with it saying -10

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Accept

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at my 16th birthday things got nuts, i was up in a random loft bedroom while the party was going on below and i remember as i came down the spiral staircase this asshole said “what’s that smell?” & i said “that’s the smell of love, you wouldn’t know it!” he said “nah, it’s puke”. someone 🤮 on me!

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